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Ain't that close to love ?
Well, ain't that poster love ?
Well, it ain't that Barbie doll
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[ Sunday
December 17th, 2006 @ 4:45pm]
I want things to be different this time around. Things to be better. Things not to end badly. Every time I believe things will be different, it turns out that they only started off different. They all end up finishing the same way. I got too into it last time. I wanted things to be different, to be better than all the other times. Maybe I set too high of standards. Maybe I get too involved. I really want things to be different. But I'm afraid that the chance I had a few months ago is over with for good. I had a chance and perhaps that chance is finished for good. As much as I wish I had taken things differently last time, there was something in the way that prevented anything from occurring. I suppose everything happens for a reason and that nothing happened was my fault. But that is life. Not everything is happy and peachy.
the picture is far too big to look at kid

! [ Thursday
December 7th, 2006 @ 10:29pm]
life's been crazy lately.

things have picked up from my November slump.
I work at least 3 times a week, next week is 5 times
[only to stop on December 26]
Peer Leadership owns my spare time. between group projects and volunteer hours for it.
I somehow landed spots on two committees which turned out to be pretty cool.
and in the spare time I have left, I go out with my freinds.

I missed my freinds. I pushed them aside a bit. I threw myself into a something far too fast. and now that it had ended, I realized who mattered the most to me and my freinds are the best people ever.

that entry is really pointless but hey I'm using this now to express all my pent up feelings I can't keep throwing at my freinds. I'm sure they are tired about hearing my issues.
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[ Thursday
December 7th, 2006 @ 10:18pm]
I just dyed my hair.
for the first time with permanent dye.


and it turned out super red. at least in the light.
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shame. locked out. [ Monday
December 6th, 2004 @ 6:44pm]
[ mood | hurt-betrayed-mad ]

title or description


Sorry guys. Due to people [the ones I thought I trusted and knew] backstabbing me, my journal is now freinds only. Until I feel I can trust people again, my journal will remain friends only.

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<3 [ Thursday
May 27th, 2004 @ 11:16pm]
[ mood | awake ]

*Hugs to Kitty<3*

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[ Thursday
May 20th, 2004 @ 8:01pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Just got back from meeting with the session at church. Kinda fun. Lauren: "Omg Katie your hair!" So I'm guessing people do like it my hair. Now I'm gonna go work at St. Joseph's on Saturday with Andy. It was kinda fun last time. At least I'll have someone I know and someone my age there to talk to. The meeting part was okay. We were put into 3 groups... I was with Dick and Andy. We talked with the session for 10 or so minutes then went back into the sanctuary and waited for them to vote us in the church. Ben lit a piece of paper on fire in the sanctuary,which was rather amusing. Then they let us in and we were done. Mark and I went to the swings while we waited for our rides but the lighting kinda scared us away from the trees and tall metal objects.

the picture is far too big to look at kid

[ Thursday
May 20th, 2004 @ 5:53pm]
Auto response from ShadowFax 632: getting a buzz cut:-)
scaredshytlss9: if you do...i will love you forever





hahaha. Love yah Sara!!!
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[ Thursday
May 20th, 2004 @ 4:06pm]
Happy 16th Birthday Kitty!!!
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[ Thursday
May 20th, 2004 @ 3:56pm]
I'm super sorry Lizzy :( She's a bitch. I'm gonna get her in lunch tomorrow>:O Dont be sad:( We love you <333
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[ Wednesday
May 19th, 2004 @ 3:52pm]
w00t. Mel got braces :D
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? [ Tuesday
May 18th, 2004 @ 9:30pm]
I wish I knew what is going to happen.
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[ Monday
May 17th, 2004 @ 9:00pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Today just majorly sucked.


It's my 6 months with Dave and I see him for a frickin minute and that's it. Talked to him for 2 minutes. Didn't tell me about the band trip so I worried that something was wrong all day while he had fun at the Lilac Festival.

My highlight was giving Abby her very much belated birthday gifts. She wrote her name Abbby and I just thought that was the cutest.

Mowed my Grandma's lawn which desperately needed it. At least I made $5 today.

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[ Monday
May 17th, 2004 @ 2:38pm]
my little pony
You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and
happy, you make people want to spew burrito
chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass.


What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
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[ Sunday
May 16th, 2004 @ 8:52pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Today started off fun. Went to church then had our confirmation test. I passed :) I messed up on putting the events in order.. it had to be the way it went on in the church year but I did it in the way it falls in a normal year. Then went to Wegmans and saw my Aunt and Uncle. It was her birthday so we talked with them for a while. Then we saw my old neighbor Aldean. God I miss her. I havent seen her since Tony's funeral :*(. She's moving to be closer to her daughter. Got home around 2, made plans with Dave for later and hung around till he came at 4. Surprised him with a box of cookie cutters. Tried to get him to bake sugar cookies with me. Took me at least 5 minutes to get him to crack 1 egg. When I was mixing the dough he kept distracting me by tickling me >:O :P. We ate some dinner then went to youth group. Played kickball outside. Slide into Ashley since I was trying to get her. Got a nice grass stain on my left pant leg. The beginning of yg was fun but the end was just bleh for a lot of reasons. Got mad at Dave and he didn't really try to fix it. >:O That just added to me being mad at him. I mean you kinda pushed me away from you on the kickball feild. Well who gives a shit if I would be next to you. Then you tackle Ashley when you wouldnt let me near you. That kinda hurt me and got me mad.



Why arent I on the talent show committee. It was my group's idea. He didnt have to turn me down and say "Oh no Katie, you can be in charge of doing snacks or something." In other words I'm not planning the talent show out at all. Now I'm not gonna be in it. I wont help be part of it. They can't make me be part of it. They denied me a important role in it. Who died and made him boss of who can do what. If I volunteer, I should be helping with it too. he can't turn me down. It's church stuff. You just can't turn people down for volunteering.

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[ Saturday
May 15th, 2004 @ 2:46pm]
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Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 34%
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[ Friday
May 14th, 2004 @ 10:20pm]
Rocky Horror Picture Show Sex Finder
by BohemianBitch
Name
Your Pleasure GiverDr. Frank-N-Furter
Number of Times You Do the Deed7
LocationNear the freezer
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
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[ Friday
May 14th, 2004 @ 3:57pm]
If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
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[ Friday
May 14th, 2004 @ 3:42pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Today was fun I guess. School was wayyy too hot. Gym outside was horrible. I actually hit the ball on the first swing. :D Too bad I forgot to run and got out.

The best part was when Kitty said she was gonna go home early and I wanted her to take me too and she did :). Stopped at Emily's locker after math/before pep rally and told her I was gonna miss the pep rally and she seemed grrr b/c she was gonna be stuck in the stupid hot gym. So I went to Kitty's house which is air conditioned :D. Made orange milkshakes and laughed at the fact all of our freinds were in a hot gym while we were in air conditioned and eating milkshakes. Then it started to rain so we ran outside and played in the rain for like 30 seconds. Then the rain got way too cold. And she took me home before she had to go to gymnastics.

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Stupid doctors [ Wednesday
May 12th, 2004 @ 8:48pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I really do hate these pills they put me on for the next 10 days. I almost threw up in the kitchen sink after swallowing one of them. I spat some of my dinner up along with that pill.

the picture is far too big to look at kid

[ Tuesday
May 11th, 2004 @ 5:33pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Yesterday I stayed home from school since i was sick. My mom took me to the doctors to see if I had strep. They stabbed that stick thing into the back of my throat which really hurt. Then they wanted to give me a blood test. I though that they wanted to stick a needle into my arm. That got my freaking out in the doctor's room. Turns out they prick your finger. Watching them squeeze my finger and have the blood drip into the vial was enough for me. Then they tested me for mono. Thankfully I only have strep and not mono. My highlight for yesterday was watching a Johnny Depp movie that was on tv :D.




I ran the mile today!!! The only reason why I went to school was becuase I promised Emily I'd run with her. Running while you're sick only adds what. 2 minutes onto your time from the fall.



11:51 :*(




A lot people had fun with laughing at my voice :) Oh well I mean at least I didn't have to sing in chorus.



At least I'm not going to soccer tonight :D

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